.24/7.

when it comes to the part where i become so obsess with my dreams.
people would perceived it as an annoying circumstances.
they would say you are taking it way too hard.
and you would easily degrade yourself with that.
that would be their 'typical' response.
sometimes it makes sense but sometimes it doesn't.
~pppfffttt

i was sure enough auditor is my dream profession.
the exposure,ability to deal with high ranked people in big organization thrilled me.
i made it so far during my internship.
but there are few things that i must consider.
as i have to sacrifice a lot if i want to be good at this.
it requires more than determination.
it can kills your happiness.

so far, the managers that I've met are fast track performers.
yet to reach 30 and earning 5 digit per month.
thats cool.but.
they arent having a great life.
why i said that?because there are few seniors shared their experience with me.
working during public holidays and weekend is their routine.
they look so pathetic in personality.
it seems that they devoted themselves to their career more than anything else.
it could've been worst than that.
loser~~

something that i dont want to miss is the beauty of life.
and my definition of beauty in life is subjective.
and part of it is having a great career prospect.
being an auditor?.i'm not sure about that.
let me do some research first.;-)