.conferences.

after browsing through list of conferences, i want to join two conferences that will be held soon around july/august.which is my kind of conferences(finance,islamic banking,accounting or leadership).want to know the details?(in case you want to join me?haha)

1st Option
Title : Asia Islamic Banking Conference
Venue : TBD (Kuala Lumpur)
Date : 5th to 7th July
Fees : TBD (i hope its below RM1k)
Organizer : Flemming Gulf Conferences (international organizer) & other big parties.

2nd Option
Title : 7th Kuala Lumpur Islamic Finance Conference
Venue : Hotel Nikko (Kuala Lumpur)
Date : 3th to 4th August
Fees : RM 2000 to RM2500
Organizer : Malaysia International Islamic Finance Centre(MIFC) & other big names.(dow jones,maybanks,hsbc,klse,rhb,wsj & etc)

i hope i'll be able to join one of these, havent apply to my scholar's body yet,but im sure they will approve them,ops,one of them.huhu.;-)

p/s ; i need to offline now,there's this guy in the cc that keep saying f**k every 2 minutes.sakit telinga woo.salam.;-)

.love this video very much.

despite the fact that maher zain is already famously known by iium's students long time ago, i never mentioned anything about him in my blog, but now i want to post his video here, just because i love this particular video very much.:-)

p/s : have a nice day.;p

.heart of life.the end of practical mode is near.so smile again friends.will you?.;p

I hate to see you cry lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good

You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
Then the circle of your friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good


*if only i can perform like him.i'm a dreamer kan?haha;-)

i always imagine myself performing with acoustics guitar in front of the audience singing my kind of songs.will i able to make it happen?perhaps on my wed?haha.;-)

p/s: ive performed once during this official ceremony with my commercial law's lecturer watching.haha.dengan azzad lagi tu.;p

.idealism vs realism.(pre-intro)

(a secret : when i was in matriculation,i was influenced by science courses seniors to play skateboards every weekends' midnight, and out of all the place, i would say, block b, clinics and stairs to library are the best!and stairs dkat khadijah's college gak lpstu kena kejar dgn mak guard,it wasnt my idea,abg2 senior tu hati kering.huhu.)

.please to be informed that above writings has nothing to do with the title mentioned.

if im about to talk about this topic,i need more than one post to explain about these two opposite nature of people,idealist and realist(rationalist is not a synonym for realist).

i biasly perceived myself as an idealist,as during my childhood,i chose skateboard over football,eventhough no one play skateboard in my neighbourhood (beloved pusat bandar puchong), i myself insist my parent to buy one every year for my birthday's gifts( from form 1 untill form 5).yes,so 5 skateboards.(tapi tinggal satu je,lain m.i.a).

im an idealist when i hate ordinary kids doing ordinary things,it's boring and lame.
so i do different thing,skateboard.

i travel here and there,i spent lavishly on skateboard things,magazines,cds & etc.my counsin once called me a poser,my friends laughed at me everytime i pass by their house to go skateboarding.it was hard to find the right place at my neighbourhood,usual place would be the bus station(depan smkpbp),tasik(recreational area with 2 basket courts),shoplots depan giant bandar puteri(by now all the shops are fully occupied) and basketball court wawasan 1.

sometimes i got fed up,playing alone, without a proper place to play, so sometimes i just play basketball or football rather than go for skating,thats when my situation from being an idealist switch to being a realist.but im not a realist.so i keep skating,

thats the pre-intro

p/s : one of my favourites , andrew reynolds with sam's town (the killers).

.back in school.

this content is not to be made for public,its for friends and family members only.
(i know my sneaky cousins always read my blog.thank you)



i would say i wasnt merely a student during my school days.i never revised anything(even for spm).i was considered as a weirdo by the school lads.i was e invisble guy in school.i did things that my friends would avoid without a thought .poetry, debating, pidato, syarahan,dikir barat & etc,and yes,i did represent my school for most of the events.won once in district level and none since.funny and humiliating,i was called putera 'smk**1' during assembly(by beloved teacher anom) since i keep getting the prizes or certificates from mr principal.but yet, i was an emotional,anti-social,stubborn and unpredictable young kid.i get annoyed by mean jokes easily.and i hate organized things.to conclude,i was an ordinary boy without much bother upon anything.and so, i cant really understand how i deserved to be called putera 'smk**1'.so,it was a little bit humiliating to be called that way.indeed,i hate books.

so when i got into form 2, i avoid myself from joining any similar competition.but somehow,i still had to join 3-4 competitions.and i lost for syarahan,a competition where my teachers would expect me to win again.for others, i failed to win anything.bu.it wasnt my thing.all i want to do is to go for skateboarding every evening,or basketball,or football.but still,i dont care much about what you or others would expect from me.so during form 3,i trained friends of mine to replace my place for syarahan and poetry things.and i even had a sajak of my own(i created those),which my friend used in district competition.;p.watever it is,i had enough of joining such things.

form 3,i played sports more than anything else.if im not mistaken,i joined 'And 1 basketball 3x3' held at usj summit during this particular year.and yeah,i still with my skateboard and sometimes,football.this year was the year where i start travelling here and there to find a skatepark or skate-able spots.i even played at danga bay skatepark which is the cool windy skatepark ever.(it was like playing at the long beach,california skatepark).i even had the chance to skate at ttc skatepark,b.b.bangi(i was still living in puchong back then).and other skateparks as well,like sunway extreme park.(and im not sure if they still have skatepark by now).eventhough i was all alone,i learned much from these experiences.

form 4 and form 5 ,nothing much, more into sports(bowling,pingpong), scout?(haha,i received the golden badge at district level but never that active in school), and facilitator thingy(thanx cikgu said).and i started to mingle with people.what a surprised change hah?,:-).and i started to expressed myself through music,various bands,known and unknown accompanied me day and night.

fact num 1 :
enough for that,by middle of 2005, there was a girl who was my bestfriend opened my eyes towards the meaning of life,dreams,purposes,hopes and since that,i suddenly changed to someone better.i hope i did.;p

fact number 2 :
this is not my whole experience,just part of it,to recall myself,of who i was,and who i am now.
the answer : ordinary boy with unsettled dreams.

fact number 3 :
and teacher anom who once called me prince of the school during assembly is the sister-in-law of my AGA's lecturer : dr n**** anum.and teacher anom told me(as we met on my raya's open house) that she told everything about me to my lecturer already(and i have more dark moments in school than the good ones).no wonder dr. n**** keep looking at me after raya's holiday break in her class,and guess what, i skipped aga class more than 3 times already by the time she told me.huhu.


p/s : eventhough i wasnt 'so call' a good student, i hate smoking,hang out at cc,coupling and etc.im glad i was naturally inclined to the good things.pfffftttt.and i still have bunches of skateboarding magazine(malaysia scene) and vcds of malaysia skateboarders,nak pinjam?

.not mine.

In this world of news,
I've found nothing new
I've found nothing pure
Maybe I'm just idealistic to assume that truth could be fact and form
That love could be a verb Maybe I'm just a little misinformed

As the dead moon rises, and the freeways sigh
Let the trains watch over the tides and the mist
Spinning circles in our skies tonight
Let the trucks roll in from Los Angeles
Maybe our stars are unanimously tired

Let your love be strong, and I don't care what goes down
Let your love be strong enough to weather through the thunder cloud
Fury and thunder clap like stealing the fire from your eyes
All of my world hanging on your love

Let the wars begin, let my strength wear thin
Let my fingers crack, let my world fall apart
Train the monkeys on my back to fight
Let it start tonight When my world explodes,
when my stars touch the ground Falling down like broken satellites
All of my world resting on your love

=)

.done and changes.may 2010.

i've posted of list of things to do for this year.unexpected, ive already done few of those.but some changes came into my mind and thus,reconcile it is a must.

num 3.
specific goal.
- join any professional convention or seminar
things done.
- i went to students accounting conference : '2wards frs convergence 2012' at unisel last april.accompanied by teha and ana and beloved dr akhyar.it was cool though.e gist of the conference is quite crucial for us(students) to know.i was pretty excited eventhough it was held on weekends.and i met this guy name thava from lim kok wing, which i accidentally met again on the next monday at ijn(i was auditing ijn back then), and he was there with his dad (sort of post-heart operation medical check up).what a small world huh?.:-)
comment.
-im still going to attend other conferences,esp those relating to my field.business,economy , accounting & etc.when will i attend the second one?.He knows best.;p

num 7.
specific goal
-buy malcolm gladwell's & mitch albom's books.
things done
-bought the last series of my malcolm's collection,the tipping point.this is malcolm's first book but for me,it is the last.
-for mitch,i bought 1 of his book,have 1 of his in softcopy,just left with 'have a little faith' i guess.:-)
comment
-eventhough im having them,it'll be never be enough.I'm thinking of buying religious book and conventional kind,i had enough with self-help book i guess?

num 9.
specific goal
searching for info regarding acca abroad.
changes & issues
i'm searching for scholarship available for acca but now(after having some thought about the info and others' opinion),i seem to opt for master rather than doing acca abroad.the main problem is finding a scholarship.jpa want only their undergraduate scholars(not other scholars) which a big blow to me and alternatively,mara seems to be a perfect fit,but not when it comes to spm,all subjects must achieve credit,i gt 4a,6b and 1 d.chemistry.how worse is that?now it is a big problem for me to find other scholarship as the sponsors for post graduate study are limited compared to acca.Ya Allah,help me.please show me the way to achieve my dreams.i hopw i will.;/
comment
if im going to do my master or acca in local institution,my current scholars will continue sponsoring me if i graduate with 3.5 and above which is not an issue insyAllah,but it seems to be least desireable than studying outside.i need to find a solution for this.;-(
p/s:
im not sure if shell still offer scholarship for those who want to do acca abroad,which require final cgpa of 3.75 above.achievable at the moment but im not sure about final year.it goin to be hard.just do my best.no pressure.be cool but determine.and join programmes inside & outside campus.whatever it is,i hope by achieving these dreams will lead me closer to Him.biiznillah;-)

to be continued

Those whom they call upon do desire (for themselves) means of access to their Lord, - even those who are nearest: they hope for His Mercy and fear His Wrath: for the Wrath of thy Lord is something to take heed of. (al-isra' :57)

believe in your dreams as mean of believing in Him.and you will get everything insyaAllah.;-)