.satisfied.

officially i've resigned from the president's post.
i don't want to be someone that i'm not.
i just want to be myself.
a free-man and remain as an idealist.
and let only me myself define what the word 'cool' means to me.

p/s : thank you mdm for the consideration given.well,u can't stop me pun.hehe.;)

.tragedy happens in a wonderful time.(liyana's light writing)

eh.?

1.when can i start studying for final?
2.why everyone is getting married/engaged?why now?why not 3 or 4 years later?
3.why is she being nice to me?
4.what if she leaves me,will it just be another circle?
5.why i hate and don't want the president's post?
6.why i think about my mum lately?
7.why,what if,how,when,who?.

p/s : when words unspoken,thoughts are written by silence in isolation.

.i cant stop.

when some devote themselves to social life.
others passionate their days with intellectual stuff.

as the world evolves and leave nothing but a perfection for disasters.
the aristocrats will keep smiling to those below their silver lining castle.

capitalism in any form is disastrous.

p/s :
amir shakib ar-salan in his book 'factors of the fall of muslim civilization',said one of the factors is when the hearts of aristocracy filled with evil habits and jealousy.

tiba2 teringat things i read masa first year.;-)

.i love this song.:-)

i cry myself to sleep at night
i'm a ball of tears the moment i hit the lights
o my
what have i done?
i've pushed all my friends away
now my heart is beating me
like my daddy did
when i misbehaved

and lonely is my friend
she tucks me in
out of concern
she lights a candle
so i'm not the only one who burns
lonely, won't stay with me
til the morning birds sing their
clever words
and the songs they call
fill this lonely world

i drag my feet across the ground
i think they're the ones
who are dragging me into the crowd
o my my
but why should i care
if anyone thinks i'm cool
is it so bad that i prefer
the company of my solitude?


.david knight-lonely is my friend.

.stumbled into something not so new.

when regrets hold you back from moving on.
you fell.
when the fears slow down your pace from minutes to hours.
you drowned.
when solitude feels like a blessing in disguise.
you crawled.
when you have feeling for someone.
you cried.

it doesnt make sense at all.

.saya rasa.

my english proficiency has become worst lately.
kena join british council asap.
haish.;/

.i wonder why.

its creepy when people trust you much for something you not even sure of.
its funny if someone feel inferior towards you when you know you are nothing but ordinary.
its something superficial when u try to get the best when u know you don't deserve to get them.
its so frustrating when a friend of yours don't really understand what it means by the word 'responsibility'.

p/s : i didn't mean to treat u coldly.

I am a simple man
So I sing a simple song
Never been so much in love
And never hurt so bad at the same time.

I am a simple man
And I play a simple tune
I wish that I could see you once again
Across the room like the first time.

I just want to hold you I don't want to hold you down
I hear what you're saying and you're spinning my head around
And I can't make it alone.

The ending of the tale
Is the singing of the song
Make me proud to be your man only you can make me strong
Like the last time.

I just want to hold you I don't want to hold you down
I hear what you're saying and you're spinning my head around
And I can't make it alone.

graham nash : simple man

.you should've done this years ago.

I was attracted to one article written by the edge's columnist which questioning Khazanah's investment arm strategy that invest in the GLCs.I read this like months ago.Before the semester perhaps.The reasons behind his criticism are well explained and fact-based.Hence,today's news don't really surprised me much though.

Khazanah’s stake sale to improve market liquidity

http://biz.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/10/14/business/7221846&sec=business

p/s: long live idealist.;p

.beautiful things are distraction.

if capitalism lies in the idea of maximizing capability and ignoring inequality.
is it harmful to the society?.
of course you say yes.
we should eliminate capitalism.

tapi cakap tak serupa bikin.
tajuk eap : malaysia should involved more in free trade activities.

p/s :
i have issues with 4 things
1.capitalism
2.secularism
3.realism vs idealism
4.loneliness

.an old video.hippy tunes.lazy mood.;p