.i'm scared.

this feeling is killing me.
seconds.minutes.hours.
you shouldnt do this to me.
you should've known better.
any guy would feel the same way i feel.
your awesomeness.
is not bareable.

i've met much of your species.
i've known some that attract me.
i'd become close with few.
i'd hooked up twice.
but none of them stay till now.

supposed i'd no reasons to bother about this anymore.
i'd promised to myself not to fill my head with these stupid feeling stuff.
and i managed to hold on that promise for last few months.
and now you come and trying to knock my heart.

im scared of breaking my own promise.
please dont do this.
:-(

.water splash caused by the speedboat.its yours.

random day with random thoughts with random people its so not random.
twist things around with your eyes open.
it's just the magical of life that sparks the lights.
the similar brain were infront and it just seldom happened.
but it did.
:-)

my prayer : next job will be less pressure.

.e bus stop.e fire thingy.and e songs from another similar brain.

it's not so normal thing to do.
left things at e bus stop.
found others inside a tree next to fire thingy.
can we call it a treasure hunt?
haha.
but real thanx to the similar brain.
we are exceptionaly the same.
although its so not pleasing me.it is freaking me out actually.
but im excited in a way.
hope this give me a reason to smile again.
:-)

.once upon a time.

u'd sat among those.
listening to the people u randomly knew.
u wait for them to say what they want.
some amazed you,and some kills you.
you have the thought 'will i ever be like them'.
it is not something that everyone would ever wish for.
it was a random thought.
but u made it yesterday.just like your other dreams.
and for the remaining days.
you want to believe that every wish that ever come from your heart and mind.
can easily turn to be true.
amin.
:-)

.why they are here.

because you want them so.
stop the thoughts and live another kind.
they are none but undesirable species.
i hate them when they are so adorable.
maybe i love them when they are all acting like bitches.
and later i have reasons to hate them anyway.
but what makes you feel that you need them so much.do you?.
lame.

Wait, wait for the dawn my dear
Wait till the sun gets here
Wait, wait till the sun shines through
Wait till the sky is blue
Wait, wait till the signs are right
Wait till the perfect time
Wait till you don't doubt no more
Wait till you know for sure
And you will wait too long she will be gone
she will be gone
:/

(get set go-wait)

.thats why people are beautiful.

u've met many kind before.
the worst,the typical and the great one.
its all about your judgment that rank them.
and i incidentally know someone who can really play my songs on piano.
incidentally means shes a friend of lil my sis and a friend of a friend.
i request something for fun and she really made it within a night.
seriously.
guys like me and my friends adore these kind of people.
so,its so irresistible to say shes not awesome.
and make it sounds like barney in how i met your mother.
you are AWESOME..!!!..:-).lol.

check it on youtube .i hope she dont mind i put her link here.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UEWtNk5txc
i dont think she know my blog anyway.

and suddenly i feel like i want to learn MLTR - thats why you go away on piano.
haha.and dedicated it to no one.
:-)

p/s : imran,dia pakai spek jugak.haha.

.regrets.

its like when you run towards something.
and you forget what is your limit.
you push harder.
and you feel like you are just getting better.
but you are so wrong.
because your soul need a rest.
at least take a look upon the ground each and every seconds.
to keep you on the right track.
its not about when you are able to get there.
but it is about how & what it takes to get there.
and other things,remain as where they are.
just let it go.will you?

.it's going to crash real soon.or has it?

things between me and my passion.
are exceptionally great.
im living in my own world and ignore others perception.
but now.
the so not great thing about my dreams is.
become visible each day and it start to become more obvious.
i learned each and every minutes what and why this is happening.
but i believe this how the life works.
you get what you need.
not what you want.
but now i still have time and thoughts to change anything.
and i will.
slowly.
and slow.
but beware.
the world run fast.
hope tomorrow i'll do better.
amin..
:-)