this is my first song.hah,:-)
sleep to succeed.
dreams,dreams,dreams.
dreams are made for a fool like me.
wish,wish,wish.
wish on everything that u can believe
dont let anyone or anything let it dissapear.
who knows everything you wish for can easily be so real.
live,live,live.
live your life with a great spirit.
find,find,find.
find everything it takes to keep you breathe.
dont let anyone or anything let it dissapear.
who knows everything you wish for can easily be so real.
there are moments of sadness & tragedy.
so irresistable but its part of our memories.
never hold on too long in pain.
coz u would never want to lose your perfect sane.
dont let anyone or anything let it dissapear.
who knows everything you wish for can easily be so real.
dont let anyone or anything let it fly away.
i dont think twice to say today is gonna be my day.
dont let anyone or anything let it burn in flame.
you know theres no one else to be blame. but yourself.
lalalala till the end~
:-)
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
.break the ice.taste the indefinite beautiful glimpse.
i find it funny.
to know how i let myself.
attached to exaggerated emotion.
but time,
remind me something.
of things that ive been missing.
while i was busy degrading myself.
now i shall keep reminding myself.
how things should be taken with ease.
and the believe than i can be a better person no matter what i've done.
just make me smile.
without any other reason.
:-)
p/s : thats not funny.haish.
to know how i let myself.
attached to exaggerated emotion.
but time,
remind me something.
of things that ive been missing.
while i was busy degrading myself.
now i shall keep reminding myself.
how things should be taken with ease.
and the believe than i can be a better person no matter what i've done.
just make me smile.
without any other reason.
:-)
p/s : thats not funny.haish.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
.definite end.
when you wake up everday.
what would be your motivation?
its all about your goal i would say.
and from them,you can find an unstoppable excitement.
have you ever asked yourself.
what is the purpose of your life.
i know each of you tried to define each and specifics things.
but for me there is only one answer.
to achieve al-falah.
what is al-falah?
its a shame for uia's not to know this term.
al falah is absolute happiness in the world and the hereafter.
simple as it means,but perfect scope it conquers.
absolute happiness in hereafter?
to enter jannah.you might not realised how this mean much for you.
but if you visually try to illustrate what the jannah looks like.
you'll be amazed and suddenly you feel enthusiastic.
some illustration of how jannah looks like are in our divine book,
try and have a look.
absolute happiness in the world?
work & career,finances,recreation & free time, health & fitness, relationships, personal goals, and contribution to the larger community.these are some of the scopes.
most of you are clear what are these goals look like.just take an example of bill gates, and you will understand what i mean.
tips to achieve al-falah
1.you must make sure achieving al-falah is not just a fantasy or fairy tales,it is a dream that can be accomplished.
2.put it in you heart,not mind solely.
3.list specifics steps how to achieve those.
4.if the two goals are too complex, simplified it, by listing more specific goals under those broad goals.How specific?untill you clear what are those.
5.review it from time to time.
6.be steadfast(istiqamah) and make sure those two goals are reflecting each other.(not coincide).
p/s : this is a reminder for you, and for me.
what would be your motivation?
its all about your goal i would say.
and from them,you can find an unstoppable excitement.
have you ever asked yourself.
what is the purpose of your life.
i know each of you tried to define each and specifics things.
but for me there is only one answer.
to achieve al-falah.
what is al-falah?
its a shame for uia's not to know this term.
al falah is absolute happiness in the world and the hereafter.
simple as it means,but perfect scope it conquers.
absolute happiness in hereafter?
to enter jannah.you might not realised how this mean much for you.
but if you visually try to illustrate what the jannah looks like.
you'll be amazed and suddenly you feel enthusiastic.
some illustration of how jannah looks like are in our divine book,
try and have a look.
absolute happiness in the world?
work & career,finances,recreation & free time, health & fitness, relationships, personal goals, and contribution to the larger community.these are some of the scopes.
most of you are clear what are these goals look like.just take an example of bill gates, and you will understand what i mean.
tips to achieve al-falah
1.you must make sure achieving al-falah is not just a fantasy or fairy tales,it is a dream that can be accomplished.
2.put it in you heart,not mind solely.
3.list specifics steps how to achieve those.
4.if the two goals are too complex, simplified it, by listing more specific goals under those broad goals.How specific?untill you clear what are those.
5.review it from time to time.
6.be steadfast(istiqamah) and make sure those two goals are reflecting each other.(not coincide).
p/s : this is a reminder for you, and for me.
.twist things around.
i woke up for prayer.with sadness.
i feel there's a hole inside my heart.
i try to fill in with His words.I recite the divine book.
and it cure me a little.
i put myself to bed.
and i grab my self-help book.
i read few pages and i'm done.
sorry jack canfield.
i couldnt read yours in this situation.
later will do.
so,i had some early breakfast.
and i try to make my heart feel happy.
i failed.
and last.
i take my guitar.
and sit on the bench in front of my house.
facing the morning sun.
with pathetic lovely self-written song.
"i wish things are easier.
but still i see it getting harder.
i sleep and woke up with tears.
can the beautiful morning blue sky be my cure?
sadness moment is not a tragedy.
when a stranger said ,will u take it easy?.
i smile and say,hey you are right.
let's shine my day with thousand light
and I don't want to think to much.
but loneliness made me to do so.
go and find something to be your hush.
shouldnt be anyone you looking for.
what is it?your heart inquires.
it's the food for your soul.
try your best to get close to your Creator.
to not let yourself be someone cold."
and i end it with listening to the sounds of birds.
watching beautiful sun dawn.
looking at the not so blue sky and ask myself?
why am i playing guitar this early morning?
i smile and say.
pathetic.
and get myself on the bed again.
till i woke up around 12pm.
what a thing done to waste my day.
but i feel better
=)
p/s : thanks matured-face young stranger.
i feel there's a hole inside my heart.
i try to fill in with His words.I recite the divine book.
and it cure me a little.
i put myself to bed.
and i grab my self-help book.
i read few pages and i'm done.
sorry jack canfield.
i couldnt read yours in this situation.
later will do.
so,i had some early breakfast.
and i try to make my heart feel happy.
i failed.
and last.
i take my guitar.
and sit on the bench in front of my house.
facing the morning sun.
with pathetic lovely self-written song.
"i wish things are easier.
but still i see it getting harder.
i sleep and woke up with tears.
can the beautiful morning blue sky be my cure?
sadness moment is not a tragedy.
when a stranger said ,will u take it easy?.
i smile and say,hey you are right.
let's shine my day with thousand light
and I don't want to think to much.
but loneliness made me to do so.
go and find something to be your hush.
shouldnt be anyone you looking for.
what is it?your heart inquires.
it's the food for your soul.
try your best to get close to your Creator.
to not let yourself be someone cold."
and i end it with listening to the sounds of birds.
watching beautiful sun dawn.
looking at the not so blue sky and ask myself?
why am i playing guitar this early morning?
i smile and say.
pathetic.
and get myself on the bed again.
till i woke up around 12pm.
what a thing done to waste my day.
but i feel better
=)
p/s : thanks matured-face young stranger.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
.taking two steps back to run faster.
if a runner want to win the race.
he will run in his highest pace.
he doesn't has anything to worry about.
the end is clear.the distance is known.
he just has to pull out the best from himself.
and Lord will do the rest.
isn't that so simple?
but why and why.
i see myself,you,and others keep failing.
each seconds and every minutes.
you give up.you stop half way.
you leave the track and goes somewhere else.
and without direction.your heart dies.
isnt that hurtful?
isnt that a pain u tried best to avoid?
what a shame.
i recall myself to Lord.
every minute i could.
the power of it seems powerful.
it let me know myself better.
we called it muhasabah.
when someone asked me.
how to calm someone in failures.
i don't have the answer.
i could say thousands sweet words.
but that's is just not true.
the one who have the answer.
is the one who in failures and Him.
so i answered.
Allah swt knows what it takes to grant His servants .the criteria.
sins.kindness.good deeds.bad deeds.your true akhlak and so.
sometimes it could be a test or punishment.
Allah knows His servants who can bear the failures.
because He just loves to see them rise up.
with smiles and confidence.
isn't that beautiful?.
so why must you grieve on something that turn to be lovely.
i've gone through few circumstances.
and it has build me to be stronger than i thought.
dear friends,
the moment of success will come.
you just have to keep believing.
in YOURSELF.
in HIM.
never ever try to give up.
time will show you.
this is the lovely truth.
=)
he will run in his highest pace.
he doesn't has anything to worry about.
the end is clear.the distance is known.
he just has to pull out the best from himself.
and Lord will do the rest.
isn't that so simple?
but why and why.
i see myself,you,and others keep failing.
each seconds and every minutes.
you give up.you stop half way.
you leave the track and goes somewhere else.
and without direction.your heart dies.
isnt that hurtful?
isnt that a pain u tried best to avoid?
what a shame.
i recall myself to Lord.
every minute i could.
the power of it seems powerful.
it let me know myself better.
we called it muhasabah.
when someone asked me.
how to calm someone in failures.
i don't have the answer.
i could say thousands sweet words.
but that's is just not true.
the one who have the answer.
is the one who in failures and Him.
so i answered.
Allah swt knows what it takes to grant His servants .the criteria.
sins.kindness.good deeds.bad deeds.your true akhlak and so.
sometimes it could be a test or punishment.
Allah knows His servants who can bear the failures.
because He just loves to see them rise up.
with smiles and confidence.
isn't that beautiful?.
so why must you grieve on something that turn to be lovely.
i've gone through few circumstances.
and it has build me to be stronger than i thought.
dear friends,
the moment of success will come.
you just have to keep believing.
in YOURSELF.
in HIM.
never ever try to give up.
time will show you.
this is the lovely truth.
=)
.beautiful dreams end in this lovely world.
power of Lord is tremendous.
be it day and night.it surprises you always.
when things get hard,He makes it easy.
when things are easy,He makes it hard.
He larger your distances.you takes one step closer.
you might know it was a game,you strive a little bit harder.
but still the distance remain,you change your plan.
little by little,you learn how to play the game.
shakespeare says we are actors on this world play.
i would say, don't believe the words of non believer too much.
i like the words ' we are slave' as it sounds better.
it creates the humbleness and remain our purposes.
when things turn great.its the peak time to be grateful.
when things turn bad.you start to be repentful.
what are beautiful religion i have.
in every situation, i'm getting closer to my Creator.
=)
be it day and night.it surprises you always.
when things get hard,He makes it easy.
when things are easy,He makes it hard.
He larger your distances.you takes one step closer.
you might know it was a game,you strive a little bit harder.
but still the distance remain,you change your plan.
little by little,you learn how to play the game.
shakespeare says we are actors on this world play.
i would say, don't believe the words of non believer too much.
i like the words ' we are slave' as it sounds better.
it creates the humbleness and remain our purposes.
when things turn great.its the peak time to be grateful.
when things turn bad.you start to be repentful.
what are beautiful religion i have.
in every situation, i'm getting closer to my Creator.
=)
.hopes or dreams.
among those.
i choose to dream.
as it requires no definite result.
some turn into reality.
some just left as fantasy.
but hopes work differently.
if u fail,disappointment.
if u succeed,encouragement.
so why would i chose to believe in hopes?.
not a good idea.
Hey Jude don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better
Hey Jude don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better
And any time you feel the pain, Hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Hey Jude don't let me down
You have found her now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better
So let it out and let it in
Hey Jude begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you
Hey Jude you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder
Hey Jude don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you'll begin to make it better
p/s : nothing to lose.
i choose to dream.
as it requires no definite result.
some turn into reality.
some just left as fantasy.
but hopes work differently.
if u fail,disappointment.
if u succeed,encouragement.
so why would i chose to believe in hopes?.
not a good idea.
Hey Jude don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better
Hey Jude don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better
And any time you feel the pain, Hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Hey Jude don't let me down
You have found her now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better
So let it out and let it in
Hey Jude begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you
Hey Jude you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder
Hey Jude don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you'll begin to make it better
p/s : nothing to lose.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
.done.but not an end.
i dreamed about something..
and i make it become true.
i said something.
i always force and make sure myself to do.
bad things.tried best to avoid.
good things.often get or left ignored.
bad choices.your fault.
good choices.its your Lord.
you shouldn't complained if you already chose something.
if you can accept it,stay.
if not,just run away.
why should you do something crazy.
intuition work best with unexpected.
you've replied my messagges and its not easy.
i just don't want to know anything till i'm fully prepared.
i woke up with one question.
yes or no.what and so.
it's your heart and soul.
that need to be purified.
before asking someone else to do so.
its funny how life goes.
harder than it looks.but easy as it means.
it depends on how you feel.
enjoy it as long as you can.
people come and goes.
some died and some just left.
i don't want to meet you again.
i just said something that you already have.
i have my own standard for everything.
name it.sports.life.thought.material stuff.
but now i realise,theres 2 undefined standard i couldnt set.
ibadh & love.
i said too much.i've done too far.
now you're gone ,and it's not easy.
but times help me as it goes by.
now there is no one i love left in my memory.
=)
and i make it become true.
i said something.
i always force and make sure myself to do.
bad things.tried best to avoid.
good things.often get or left ignored.
bad choices.your fault.
good choices.its your Lord.
you shouldn't complained if you already chose something.
if you can accept it,stay.
if not,just run away.
why should you do something crazy.
intuition work best with unexpected.
you've replied my messagges and its not easy.
i just don't want to know anything till i'm fully prepared.
i woke up with one question.
yes or no.what and so.
it's your heart and soul.
that need to be purified.
before asking someone else to do so.
its funny how life goes.
harder than it looks.but easy as it means.
it depends on how you feel.
enjoy it as long as you can.
people come and goes.
some died and some just left.
i don't want to meet you again.
i just said something that you already have.
i have my own standard for everything.
name it.sports.life.thought.material stuff.
but now i realise,theres 2 undefined standard i couldnt set.
ibadh & love.
i said too much.i've done too far.
now you're gone ,and it's not easy.
but times help me as it goes by.
now there is no one i love left in my memory.
=)
.the lemonade gist.
spend seconds to think about this.
Dr. Daniel Amen's age principle : 18/40/60.
18 : age where you care most what people around you think
40 : age where you don't care what people around you think.
60 : there is no one to think about you anymore.
funny.and that's a common fact=)
sit down and relaxed.take a deep breathe and think about yourself.
1st question : where are you right now?
*what your capabilities are?what have you done?are you satisfied with yourself?physically and mentally? & etc.
2nd question : where are you going?
*what you want to be in the future?how it looks like specifically?your financial capability?your wife?your contribution to community?your akhlak?your academic?your leisure time? & etc.
if only you can answer above ques with comprehensive details,you will success.don't worry how to get what you want,the how will be decided by Him and supported by your effort.
this the lemonade gist.it taste extremely sour,but thats what you need.
have a nice day.=)
Dr. Daniel Amen's age principle : 18/40/60.
18 : age where you care most what people around you think
40 : age where you don't care what people around you think.
60 : there is no one to think about you anymore.
funny.and that's a common fact=)
sit down and relaxed.take a deep breathe and think about yourself.
1st question : where are you right now?
*what your capabilities are?what have you done?are you satisfied with yourself?physically and mentally? & etc.
2nd question : where are you going?
*what you want to be in the future?how it looks like specifically?your financial capability?your wife?your contribution to community?your akhlak?your academic?your leisure time? & etc.
if only you can answer above ques with comprehensive details,you will success.don't worry how to get what you want,the how will be decided by Him and supported by your effort.
this the lemonade gist.it taste extremely sour,but thats what you need.
have a nice day.=)
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
.between the truth and lies.
there is a secret.hidden.deep under reality.
buried.sealed.wrapped.
but the world works with magic.
beautiful it may seems,but it turns other to be fool most of the time.
see with minds.not eyes.legs.hands.or body.
dreams with your heart.not thoughts.lust.or money.
i can't leave myself hanging without a purpose.
simply say,being indecisive is torturous.
invisible hand is the sunnatullah .
in every fields,people made various assumptions.
the meaning is never that near,neither too far.
understanding your religion.that is your on-going mission.
it hurts.
when it stand between truth and lies.
muhasabah.
=)
buried.sealed.wrapped.
but the world works with magic.
beautiful it may seems,but it turns other to be fool most of the time.
see with minds.not eyes.legs.hands.or body.
dreams with your heart.not thoughts.lust.or money.
i can't leave myself hanging without a purpose.
simply say,being indecisive is torturous.
invisible hand is the sunnatullah .
in every fields,people made various assumptions.
the meaning is never that near,neither too far.
understanding your religion.that is your on-going mission.
it hurts.
when it stand between truth and lies.
muhasabah.
=)
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