.taking two steps back to run faster.

if a runner want to win the race.
he will run in his highest pace.
he doesn't has anything to worry about.
the end is clear.the distance is known.
he just has to pull out the best from himself.
and Lord will do the rest.
isn't that so simple?

but why and why.
i see myself,you,and others keep failing.
each seconds and every minutes.
you give up.you stop half way.
you leave the track and goes somewhere else.
and without direction.your heart dies.
isnt that hurtful?
isnt that a pain u tried best to avoid?
what a shame.

i recall myself to Lord.
every minute i could.
the power of it seems powerful.
it let me know myself better.
we called it muhasabah.

when someone asked me.
how to calm someone in failures.
i don't have the answer.
i could say thousands sweet words.
but that's is just not true.
the one who have the answer.
is the one who in failures and Him.

so i answered.
Allah swt knows what it takes to grant His servants .the criteria.
sins.kindness.good deeds.bad deeds.your true akhlak and so.
sometimes it could be a test or punishment.
Allah knows His servants who can bear the failures.
because He just loves to see them rise up.
with smiles and confidence.
isn't that beautiful?.
so why must you grieve on something that turn to be lovely.
i've gone through few circumstances.
and it has build me to be stronger than i thought.

dear friends,
the moment of success will come.
you just have to keep believing.
in YOURSELF.
in HIM.
never ever try to give up.
time will show you.
this is the lovely truth.

=)