.the bitterness of internet scholars.

is it true?

that students nowadays.

have a better access to more information.

overloaded and limitless data from the internet.

but the not so good part is.

they are either knowing too much.

and understand too little.

or they understand too much.

and comprehend too little.

or they comprehend too much.

and think too little?

boring.-_-

goodnight guys.

2.19 am, 12.10.2011

from a pathetic guy who think that the world we are living is so full of inefficiencies and lack of the real energy.

too bad.

.lovely flies flying into the circle of uncertainty.

present.
plain and uncertain.
as it was distorted by someone's else misjudgment.

flair.
beautiful under control.
but not when in sudden.
as it will be just a fatal destruction.

i.
know what i have in myself.
know where i am going.
know what i am going to achieve.
know what i want to change in this world.

if i failed.
to lead my ummah to something great.
at least i know i have tried.
not once.

i don't live in this world to satisfy my own demand.
i am obliged.
to Him.
to the society.

qul amantu billahi thummastaqim.

p/s : .out of the sudden.:)

.moving uncomfortably too slow.

travelling again
i know exactly how it's gonna end
the routine day dream starts as I get off
i'm holding up the queue
because my ticket won't go through
i know it should be simple but it's not

something's gotta change
i know i'm lucky in a lot of ways
so why do I want more
than what I have?
brace myself to hear the lies
i wonder if they know that I
don't get the jokes but I just
need to laugh

there's infinite detail
when you break it down
it all becomes simple how
it all becomes clearer now

so don't take my photograph
cos I don't wanna know how it looks
to feel like this
as cars and people pass
it feels like standing still but I know
i'm just moving sub-consciously
slow.

p/s : not mine - newton faulkner

.blessing in disguise.

(considering this is my personal blog,it is not so 'PDA' for me to express what i feel about my personal matters.thank you)

(hurm..i missed out 1 pin)

last sem result was the worst result ever since i got into uia.
still, i'm grateful enough.
considering my sins and time wasted for unnecessary things.(bowling and etc).
surprisingly i didn't fail one of the most ambiguous subjects : decision making & control @ d.m.c.
i got the first B in my transcript from aib.
i want it to be the first and the last.
surprisingly surprised.
it is not that bad.
will try harder for the remaining two semesters.

p/s : u can do it too hana fi qalbi!

.love this video very much.

despite the fact that maher zain is already famously known by iium's students long time ago, i never mentioned anything about him in my blog, but now i want to post his video here, just because i love this particular video very much.:-)

p/s : have a nice day.;p

.heart of life.the end of practical mode is near.so smile again friends.will you?.;p

I hate to see you cry lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good

You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
Then the circle of your friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But i know the heart of life is good


*if only i can perform like him.i'm a dreamer kan?haha;-)

i always imagine myself performing with acoustics guitar in front of the audience singing my kind of songs.will i able to make it happen?perhaps on my wed?haha.;-)

p/s: ive performed once during this official ceremony with my commercial law's lecturer watching.haha.dengan azzad lagi tu.;p

.things to be done before 31 December 2010.

1.get into mandarin class.
2.get into french class.
3.join any professional convention or seminars.
4.join advanced english class.
5.complete my dreams book before noddy's europe trip.
6.hafaz few surah from qur'an and 10 hadith at least.
7.buy malcolm gladwell's & mitch albom's books.
malcolm's left to buy : tipping point
mitchs's left to buy : have a little faith
andrew mathew's left to buy : happiness in hard times
8.searching for info regarding acca abroad.
9.read at least new 15 books.
10.create new dreams.
11.experience new things & new friends.
12.get into formal guitar/piano class.(even it's like too late)
13.to reach 60 kg physically.

p/s : i wrote down these things, now i'm able to see things clearer, and so to achieve them will be easier.:)

Insyallah.

.elated again.

favourite songs of the week.
1.rufus wainwright - accross the universe
2.the perisher - nothing like you and i
3.dido - dont leave home
4.simply red - everytime we say goodbye
5.ben folds - golden slumbers
6.the wallflowers - i'm looking through you
7.ben harper - strawberry fields forever
8.magnetic fields - very funny
9.paul westerberg - nowhere man
10.joshua radin - only you

funny song of the week
the vines - im only sleeping

dance-able song of the week
snsd - gee

hippi song of the week
regina spektor - on the radio

rock song of the week
editors - blood

malay song of the week
now see heart - damai yang hilang

solo artist of the week
joshua radin

band of the week
the perisher

video of the week
rufus wainwright - accross the universe



Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither wildly as they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind,
Possessing and caressing me.
Jai guru deva, om

Nothing's gonna change my world.x4

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
They call me on and on across the universe,
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box
They tumble blindly as they make their way
Across the universe
Jai guru deva, om,

Nothing's gonna change my world.x4

Sounds of laughter shades of life are ringing
Through my opened ears inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying Love which shines around me like a
million suns, and calls me on and on
Across the universe
Jai guru deva, om,

Nothing's gonna change my world.x4

p/s: thanx to my pwc senior and noddy.;-)

.water splash caused by the speedboat.its yours.

random day with random thoughts with random people its so not random.
twist things around with your eyes open.
it's just the magical of life that sparks the lights.
the similar brain were infront and it just seldom happened.
but it did.
:-)

my prayer : next job will be less pressure.

.thats why people are beautiful.

u've met many kind before.
the worst,the typical and the great one.
its all about your judgment that rank them.
and i incidentally know someone who can really play my songs on piano.
incidentally means shes a friend of lil my sis and a friend of a friend.
i request something for fun and she really made it within a night.
seriously.
guys like me and my friends adore these kind of people.
so,its so irresistible to say shes not awesome.
and make it sounds like barney in how i met your mother.
you are AWESOME..!!!..:-).lol.

check it on youtube .i hope she dont mind i put her link here.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UEWtNk5txc
i dont think she know my blog anyway.

and suddenly i feel like i want to learn MLTR - thats why you go away on piano.
haha.and dedicated it to no one.
:-)

p/s : imran,dia pakai spek jugak.haha.

.definite end.

when you wake up everday.
what would be your motivation?
its all about your goal i would say.
and from them,you can find an unstoppable excitement.

have you ever asked yourself.
what is the purpose of your life.
i know each of you tried to define each and specifics things.
but for me there is only one answer.
to achieve al-falah.

what is al-falah?
its a shame for uia's not to know this term.
al falah is absolute happiness in the world and the hereafter.
simple as it means,but perfect scope it conquers.

absolute happiness in hereafter?
to enter jannah.you might not realised how this mean much for you.
but if you visually try to illustrate what the jannah looks like.
you'll be amazed and suddenly you feel enthusiastic.
some illustration of how jannah looks like are in our divine book,
try and have a look.

absolute happiness in the world?
work & career,finances,recreation & free time, health & fitness, relationships, personal goals, and contribution to the larger community.these are some of the scopes.
most of you are clear what are these goals look like.just take an example of bill gates, and you will understand what i mean.

tips to achieve al-falah
1.you must make sure achieving al-falah is not just a fantasy or fairy tales,it is a dream that can be accomplished.
2.put it in you heart,not mind solely.
3.list specifics steps how to achieve those.
4.if the two goals are too complex, simplified it, by listing more specific goals under those broad goals.How specific?untill you clear what are those.
5.review it from time to time.
6.be steadfast(istiqamah) and make sure those two goals are reflecting each other.(not coincide).

p/s : this is a reminder for you, and for me.

.twist things around.

i woke up for prayer.with sadness.
i feel there's a hole inside my heart.
i try to fill in with His words.I recite the divine book.
and it cure me a little.
i put myself to bed.
and i grab my self-help book.
i read few pages and i'm done.
sorry jack canfield.
i couldnt read yours in this situation.
later will do.
so,i had some early breakfast.
and i try to make my heart feel happy.
i failed.
and last.
i take my guitar.
and sit on the bench in front of my house.
facing the morning sun.
with pathetic lovely self-written song.

"i wish things are easier.
but still i see it getting harder.
i sleep and woke up with tears.
can the beautiful morning blue sky be my cure?

sadness moment is not a tragedy.
when a stranger said ,will u take it easy?.
i smile and say,hey you are right.
let's shine my day with thousand light

and I don't want to think to much.
but loneliness made me to do so.
go and find something to be your hush.
shouldnt be anyone you looking for.

what is it?your heart inquires.
it's the food for your soul.
try your best to get close to your Creator.
to not let yourself be someone cold."

and i end it with listening to the sounds of birds.
watching beautiful sun dawn.
looking at the not so blue sky and ask myself?
why am i playing guitar this early morning?
i smile and say.
pathetic.
and get myself on the bed again.
till i woke up around 12pm.
what a thing done to waste my day.
but i feel better
=)

p/s : thanks matured-face young stranger.

.beautiful dreams end in this lovely world.

power of Lord is tremendous.
be it day and night.it surprises you always.
when things get hard,He makes it easy.
when things are easy,He makes it hard.

He larger your distances.you takes one step closer.
you might know it was a game,you strive a little bit harder.
but still the distance remain,you change your plan.
little by little,you learn how to play the game.

shakespeare says we are actors on this world play.
i would say, don't believe the words of non believer too much.
i like the words ' we are slave' as it sounds better.
it creates the humbleness and remain our purposes.

when things turn great.its the peak time to be grateful.
when things turn bad.you start to be repentful.
what are beautiful religion i have.
in every situation, i'm getting closer to my Creator.

=)

.why on earth you write a blog again?.

i used to have a blog.
in friendster.intended to fill my boring days at home.
and now.
im starting to write again.
as i feel damn bored at home.

why people write blog?
seeking attention?voicing out their inner thoughts?trying to be cool?trying to show their intellectuality?trying to express their personality? & etc.
whatever the reason is, now i'm writing it jugak.
lame.
iyer.thats right.
tapi buhsan.
terima kasih.
=)

i have an old blog.
and wanted to start this blog with re-posting those back here.
english : 6/10
bahasa : 5.85/10
cina : 1/10(bahasa mencarut dan i love you)
arab : 10/10 (doakan).

language i'm using are as i wrote above.
bad at language, lame thoughts and uncivilized idea.

so welcome to my blog.

its almost the year end.2009.
baru nak buat blog.
late followers.
haha.
salam.=)