.i'm scared.

this feeling is killing me.
seconds.minutes.hours.
you shouldnt do this to me.
you should've known better.
any guy would feel the same way i feel.
your awesomeness.
is not bareable.

i've met much of your species.
i've known some that attract me.
i'd become close with few.
i'd hooked up twice.
but none of them stay till now.

supposed i'd no reasons to bother about this anymore.
i'd promised to myself not to fill my head with these stupid feeling stuff.
and i managed to hold on that promise for last few months.
and now you come and trying to knock my heart.

im scared of breaking my own promise.
please dont do this.
:-(