.back in school.

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i would say i wasnt merely a student during my school days.i never revised anything(even for spm).i was considered as a weirdo by the school lads.i was e invisble guy in school.i did things that my friends would avoid without a thought .poetry, debating, pidato, syarahan,dikir barat & etc,and yes,i did represent my school for most of the events.won once in district level and none since.funny and humiliating,i was called putera 'smk**1' during assembly(by beloved teacher anom) since i keep getting the prizes or certificates from mr principal.but yet, i was an emotional,anti-social,stubborn and unpredictable young kid.i get annoyed by mean jokes easily.and i hate organized things.to conclude,i was an ordinary boy without much bother upon anything.and so, i cant really understand how i deserved to be called putera 'smk**1'.so,it was a little bit humiliating to be called that way.indeed,i hate books.

so when i got into form 2, i avoid myself from joining any similar competition.but somehow,i still had to join 3-4 competitions.and i lost for syarahan,a competition where my teachers would expect me to win again.for others, i failed to win anything.bu.it wasnt my thing.all i want to do is to go for skateboarding every evening,or basketball,or football.but still,i dont care much about what you or others would expect from me.so during form 3,i trained friends of mine to replace my place for syarahan and poetry things.and i even had a sajak of my own(i created those),which my friend used in district competition.;p.watever it is,i had enough of joining such things.

form 3,i played sports more than anything else.if im not mistaken,i joined 'And 1 basketball 3x3' held at usj summit during this particular year.and yeah,i still with my skateboard and sometimes,football.this year was the year where i start travelling here and there to find a skatepark or skate-able spots.i even played at danga bay skatepark which is the cool windy skatepark ever.(it was like playing at the long beach,california skatepark).i even had the chance to skate at ttc skatepark,b.b.bangi(i was still living in puchong back then).and other skateparks as well,like sunway extreme park.(and im not sure if they still have skatepark by now).eventhough i was all alone,i learned much from these experiences.

form 4 and form 5 ,nothing much, more into sports(bowling,pingpong), scout?(haha,i received the golden badge at district level but never that active in school), and facilitator thingy(thanx cikgu said).and i started to mingle with people.what a surprised change hah?,:-).and i started to expressed myself through music,various bands,known and unknown accompanied me day and night.

fact num 1 :
enough for that,by middle of 2005, there was a girl who was my bestfriend opened my eyes towards the meaning of life,dreams,purposes,hopes and since that,i suddenly changed to someone better.i hope i did.;p

fact number 2 :
this is not my whole experience,just part of it,to recall myself,of who i was,and who i am now.
the answer : ordinary boy with unsettled dreams.

fact number 3 :
and teacher anom who once called me prince of the school during assembly is the sister-in-law of my AGA's lecturer : dr n**** anum.and teacher anom told me(as we met on my raya's open house) that she told everything about me to my lecturer already(and i have more dark moments in school than the good ones).no wonder dr. n**** keep looking at me after raya's holiday break in her class,and guess what, i skipped aga class more than 3 times already by the time she told me.huhu.


p/s : eventhough i wasnt 'so call' a good student, i hate smoking,hang out at cc,coupling and etc.im glad i was naturally inclined to the good things.pfffftttt.and i still have bunches of skateboarding magazine(malaysia scene) and vcds of malaysia skateboarders,nak pinjam?