.dejected mode.

today is not a good day.
pathetically shall not be that bad either.

self-realization.
muhasabah.
whatever you call it.
thats what i'm doing.

i'm an idealist.
within the context of divine rules @ shariah.
i'm a catalyst.
to work on things which fools won't do.

i don't bother to fix the situation.
of mere rumors or people making assumptions about me that obviously aren't true.
like seriously, you are wasting your time.
i am not going to leave her.
i am sorry.
for you.

biiznillah.;)