.mission outlined in review.

.things to be done before 31 December 2010.

accomplished : done
accomplished but not completed : pending
no specific action taken : idle

1.get into mandarin class.idle.
2.get into french class.idle.
3.join any professional convention or seminars.pending.
Unisel Accounting Symposium : FRS Convergence (May 2010) : done.
Uniten Accounting Conference : Forensic Auditing (October 2010) : soon.
UiTM Accounting Conference : MIA's dual year event (November 2010) : planned.
4.join advanced english class.idle.
5.complete my dreams book.idle and unnecessary.
6.hafaz few surah from qur'an and 10 hadith at least.idle.eh?
7.buy malcolm gladwell's & mitch albom's books.
malcolm's left to buy : tipping point.done.(march 2010)
mitchs's left to buy : have a little faith.(april 2010).e-book.
*additional 3 books bought.power of giving.failing forward.napoleon's summary.
8.searching for info regarding acca abroad.pending.
9.read at least new 15 books.pending.(done if include fortune's and solusi magazines)
10.create new dreams.pending.
11.experience new things & new friends.done.
12.get into formal guitar/piano class.(even it's like too late).done.
13.to reach 60 kg physically.idle.

.unintended light.

the decision made is not to be regret.

i feel better this way.
sorry.

.under His clouds.

i want to be most cold-hearted man on earth.
pretend that the world is easy to deal with.
and in ignorance of beautiful things that living around me.
i'm sick of being in the state of not knowing whats wrong and whats right.
thus i chose the holy book and His words as my guide.
to help me through this journey of life.

i want to go far far away.
see new things.meet strangers.touches something unseen yet beautiful.
live with regrets.yet motivated.flourish the kindness throughout the universe.
and with the calmness inside the heart.
i want to feel my life under His bless.
again.like i felt it once before.
not so long ago.

perfection isnt the right answer.
because it's not a total imagition,but only a fatal distraction.
hopes and desires are not achievable.
when guts and confidence is still in puzzle.

i met her.such a perfect stranger.
with just a blink of an eye,she was more than a stranger.
but now i'm not that sure.
whether i have the time for my other half.better i leave sooner than later.

its not easy,and its not hard.
its extremely difficult and it hurts inside.

if possible,i want to die.now.
but my religion will say no.

sorry.

.it's just another confusion.

failures illuminate distraction.
love invites a confusion.
the heart try to reach the perfection.
but nothing in return.even for my own satisfaction.

imagining myself at the edge of hill.
having a beautiful sight from a blinded view.
trying to search for an answer but often failed.
looking down on the earth is what i should do.

dancing in the middle of the street to get some attention.
without music,without beat,it's nothing more than a sensible action.
the surrounding failed to perceived the main intention.
funny,because even a fool would understand that this is just his own creation.

happy yawn.funny tears and peaceful smile.
there is someone listening from a thousand mile.
would it be the dearest or just someone else.
keep it silent.i must let my heart get enough rest.

its ramadhan.;-)

.i'm lost.seriously.

i'm not as motivated as i should be at the moment.
i'm hopeless.wandering in distraction.
leaving myself in the flow is so not me.
it's like flying without a direction to an end.
and i'm not even sure what is my end?
re-define it?will you?

;-/

He's a real nowhere man,
Sitting in his Nowhere Land,
Making all his nowhere plans
for nobody.

Nowhere Man please listen,
You don't know what you're missing,
Nowhere Man,the world is at your command!

He's as blind as he can be,
Just sees what he wants to see,
Nowhere Man can you see me at all?

Nowhere Man, don't worry,
Take your time, don't hurry,
Leave it all till somebody else
lends you a hand!

Doesn't have a point of view,
Knows not where he's going to,
Isn't he a bit like you and me?

.i need some inspiration.it's Him.;p

'a man who never sleep is the one who always keep thinking'(anonymous)

.dont let your heart dies.its rejab!!!.;-)

routines kill your beautiful imagination.
passion fade away when there is no action.
loneliness invites nothing more than confussion.
and your heart dies when religion is no longer an attraction.

p/s: selamat menyambut kedatangan rejab.ahlan wahsalan.;-)