.doomed.

i feel like I'm nothing.
i have nothing.
i know nothing.
and this is so frustrating.

while i see u.
as something.
have everything.
need nothing.

i don't know what i want to be.
auditor?.fund manager?.lecturer?.
business consultant?.marketeer?.a banker?.

what I'm sure of is i want to keep getting better.
achieve more than what i have.
help others.
getting closer to Him.
in any way i can.

do i need them to be in perfection?.
you think?.

perfection is an illustration of world of hopes without fears.
sadly the real world deals with both.
obviously my words doesn't fit with the real world's demand.
hence,i can't do much about that.
i just need to redefine what is the real perfection again.
and again.

so where is this going?.
i have no idea.
i don't even know where this is coming from.
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