.till today i am not sure.

why exactly i rejected the offer.
"too soon to be sure of things" someone has told me.
"are you sure?" the other half asked.
and no matter how i am justifying the reasons to them.
i know deep deep down.
those aren't the truth.

the only reason.
is unclear but yet i could feel it.
perhaps the feel of wanting more options could be the reason.
maybe the idea of going back to audit life seems to be more pleasing.
or to continue studying and be a lecturer can be taken into consideration.
and that has forced me not to accept the offer.

one would beg to get the entrance of this bank.
while i am left with 2 stages soon after my last final paper.
and i appreciate their thoughts.
but the answer was the answer and that's it.
end of discussion.

i might not know everything.
i might be wrong sometimes.
i might be stupid at few moments.

but surely.
i believe in dreams.
in this case.