.an optimist who is drowned in the sea of pessimists.(not mine - wani ardy)

superficial.
when it has no direction.
when it has no meaning for its existence.
when it has no reasons to believe in it anymore.

flawed.
when you are losing faith in a faith based system.
when no one bothers the real intention of its creation.
when the hundred years effort is serving the needs of the living beast.

desolated.
when the stages it needs to fully serve its intention are
nowhere to be seen.
nowhere to be builded upon.
nowhere to believe in at this very moment.

revise everything.
re-evaluate the whole thing.
re-structure the whole system.

i had enough of believing.
when i see the one who preaches failed and give up on it.
when the culprits who practicing it bother no more.
to stay on the right path.
if it all falls down in the next 15 years.
remember things that u've read in this post.
those things are the flaws of.

islamic banking and services.

12th September 2011.