.a song for friends.;-)

.strangers everyday,yet so close.(part one)

have you ever meet someone and within seconds you say, 'you look familiar , have we meet before or something', and later, it continues with unnecessary long 'question and answer' session.sometimes you might get lucky that you really have seen/meet them before, otherwise you don't, at the end, you have to stop the conversation or start with a new one, both ways, it would be awkward.am i right?:-)

it's something common and happens everyday,why would i bother much about it?simple as it should be, it amuses me much and i noticed how simple things can mean something meaningful out of it.it's nothing extraordinary but it implies one thing, we are not the only one who living in this world, there is always someone else, stranger!.you call them by that name at the moment, but later, you might call them with something else.friends?uncle?by name?or etc.whatever it is, let the time decides.btw,i cant say much about how the 'let the time decides' works exactly but i do have stories to make it clearer.:-)

at the moment, im still in my intership period with this audit firm which have numbers of clients located around klang valley and selangor.so far, ive been assigned job to 5 clients including client i currently auditing.the first one in sunway,which require me to drive straight from home and honestly, it was so tiring and costly(the claims didnt help much though) and hitz.fm gotcha call was my buddy every morning.nothing much about the first job as it was the worst job ive ever assigned.second one is interesting.located in the heart of kl,jalan raja chulan.i drove to bandar tasik selatan,took star lrt to hang tuah, and monorail to raja chulan.and walked quite a distance to the office.so how do the journeys relate to the story?

as i parked at the bandar tasik selatan(bts) car park,there will always be 4 indian guy there, one would take my money and give me the ticket, another one would return the balance(if any) and the remaining two 'cool' dudes(they were so damn nice to me) would be at large car park assisting the customers to park their car and as i was one of them, they assisted me for the first few days.nothing much about it but guess what, on the next day, the 4 dudes already recognized my car very well eventhough they were 150++ other customers everyday in that car park, but still, they knew me by the second day.sometimes, when i get off the car, one of them would shouted at me in nice way 'abang,apa khabar',and yup,they cheered my morning.:p.

i'm an observant(as agreed by imran to not call ourselves stalker but an observant.hehe),which also means im not in ignorance most of the time upon things or people around us, so by observing the way they noticed me, my heart started to noticing them as well.;)

hey friends, i might dont recognized them that much,but for some reasons, i do believe if i meet them one day in random shopping mall,at random streets, i would say, i've met this indian guys somewhere,they look so familiar,but where and when?.i could spend hours thinking about it.strangers?they are.but yet so close to me.;-)

to be continued

p/s : car park's dudes are cool huh?wait for star lrt's buddies and ladies.and the monorail's professionals.;-)

.capitalist.

i recall a discussion between panelist from penang based developer's representative@panelist and BFM deejay on friday morning(otw to IJN@creepy lovely client).

the developer : penang based company.
the panelist : annoying capitalist
the bfm deejay : moderate idealist & realist

they started with the intro and company development and later they went further into specific discussion which touches upon their recent project in penang.

dj : regards to your recent project in penang, u are expecting to deal with squatters that have been there for years, what will you do upon that situation?

panelist : oh true, we are expecting to deal with that, but we do believe we don't have any problem with them as we have enough experience in dealing with squatters.that is not even our concern at the moment.as usual, they will ally with NGO and politicians but that will not change anything as we know how to play the game and the result will be a win-win situation.and bla3...
(with her annoying tone ever)


and the discussion went on....

my naive thought : there is nothing wrong with her answer, its a typical answer you would expect from any developing company, but the tone of arrogance? it makes an ugly capitalist seems uglier.ppppfffttt.

p/s : not emotional.just being rational.

.sub-mission accomplished.

malcom's done.complete 4 series.huhu.
so 12 books left to buy for 2010.
oh yeah.;)

p/s :i'm enjoying it.:p

.things to be done before 31 December 2010.

1.get into mandarin class.
2.get into french class.
3.join any professional convention or seminars.
4.join advanced english class.
5.complete my dreams book before noddy's europe trip.
6.hafaz few surah from qur'an and 10 hadith at least.
7.buy malcolm gladwell's & mitch albom's books.
malcolm's left to buy : tipping point
mitchs's left to buy : have a little faith
andrew mathew's left to buy : happiness in hard times
8.searching for info regarding acca abroad.
9.read at least new 15 books.
10.create new dreams.
11.experience new things & new friends.
12.get into formal guitar/piano class.(even it's like too late)
13.to reach 60 kg physically.

p/s : i wrote down these things, now i'm able to see things clearer, and so to achieve them will be easier.:)

Insyallah.

.elated again.

favourite songs of the week.
1.rufus wainwright - accross the universe
2.the perisher - nothing like you and i
3.dido - dont leave home
4.simply red - everytime we say goodbye
5.ben folds - golden slumbers
6.the wallflowers - i'm looking through you
7.ben harper - strawberry fields forever
8.magnetic fields - very funny
9.paul westerberg - nowhere man
10.joshua radin - only you

funny song of the week
the vines - im only sleeping

dance-able song of the week
snsd - gee

hippi song of the week
regina spektor - on the radio

rock song of the week
editors - blood

malay song of the week
now see heart - damai yang hilang

solo artist of the week
joshua radin

band of the week
the perisher

video of the week
rufus wainwright - accross the universe



Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither wildly as they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind,
Possessing and caressing me.
Jai guru deva, om

Nothing's gonna change my world.x4

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
They call me on and on across the universe,
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box
They tumble blindly as they make their way
Across the universe
Jai guru deva, om,

Nothing's gonna change my world.x4

Sounds of laughter shades of life are ringing
Through my opened ears inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying Love which shines around me like a
million suns, and calls me on and on
Across the universe
Jai guru deva, om,

Nothing's gonna change my world.x4

p/s: thanx to my pwc senior and noddy.;-)

.24/7.

when it comes to the part where i become so obsess with my dreams.
people would perceived it as an annoying circumstances.
they would say you are taking it way too hard.
and you would easily degrade yourself with that.
that would be their 'typical' response.
sometimes it makes sense but sometimes it doesn't.
~pppfffttt

i was sure enough auditor is my dream profession.
the exposure,ability to deal with high ranked people in big organization thrilled me.
i made it so far during my internship.
but there are few things that i must consider.
as i have to sacrifice a lot if i want to be good at this.
it requires more than determination.
it can kills your happiness.

so far, the managers that I've met are fast track performers.
yet to reach 30 and earning 5 digit per month.
thats cool.but.
they arent having a great life.
why i said that?because there are few seniors shared their experience with me.
working during public holidays and weekend is their routine.
they look so pathetic in personality.
it seems that they devoted themselves to their career more than anything else.
it could've been worst than that.
loser~~

something that i dont want to miss is the beauty of life.
and my definition of beauty in life is subjective.
and part of it is having a great career prospect.
being an auditor?.i'm not sure about that.
let me do some research first.;-)